A nurse appeared in the doorway. “Johnny” she said quietly, “ your mothers here to see you.” I opened my eyes and told the nurse I didn’t want to see her. The nurse kept arguing and telling me that she’s my mother and that I should see her. I told them to that I cant handle the pressure of seeing her but they wasn’t listening to me. I didn’t want to see my mom because it would kill me to see her after everything she did to me when her and my mother didn’t care where I was at in the middle of the night where should they care now? I told the doctor one last time that I didn’t want to see her and then after that I don’t really remember what happened I think I passed out or something.